Heartbreak

A heartbreak is something no one ever wants to endure. Today I have felt what it is like to have the heart broken and to have the tears never stop coming. I am holding onto faith that I am going to be okay and that I am going to make it through this. In fact, I know that I am going to make it through this even though it won't be an easy task. Four months is not a life time invested into a relationship and that is all he and I had. It is going to take time to get over this all and to be okay with it. I have to give up talking to him and it is going to be one of the hardest things to do, but it what i need to do for my own healing. It may be three weeks from now or so that I see him next and when I do I want to be ready to see him and okay with it all. I just need time to come to my senses and be okay with it all. I still want our friendship to exist but currently for the best for both of us is to figure out our life and to not have this connection. It won't be easy, it is going to be one of the hardest things to do, but for now this is what needs to happen. It is going to be a rough couple of weeks but I know that I can make it. Heartbreak is not simple but I know that a lot can be learned from it.