Slowly Learning.

Sure sometimes life can throw everything at a person at one time and things all come crumbling down, but eventually life begins to look up again. Between family, friends, and my boyfriend life for the past week has seemed completely impossible to get through. Family is supposed to be that support system that is there for the entirety of one's life, but my family is dysfunctional. Growing up having to learn how to not deal with emotions and then a divorce only a year and a half ago we have all been through a lot. Things have been said that have hurt one or another and we didn't know how to deal with that. Slowly as we have all grown up and spent time with friends and other families we have learned how to deal with emotions and how to deal with issues with one another. And with friends, oh friendship. Some of my friends have been all over the world so the ones I used to lean on the most have been gone and communication is not the easiest thing to do. I have learned to lean on other friends and it has helped friendships blossom into greatness. Although when one of those friends suddenly goes away from you for a couple days life is even more hard, especially when everything else is already crumbling. It is the best thing though when a friendship is so strong that no matter the distance, the time not being able to talk, and the issues in life it can all prevail. Friendships are some of the best things in life to help me make it through life. I know that God has brought people into my life for a reason and I may not know it at a specific moment but at some point in life, I will figure out their purpose. Then being in a relationship is a great thing. I've been blessed with an amazing boyfriend who has put up with a lot in the past 3 1/2 months. Although the past two weeks I have fallen apart throughout the relationship and he has helped bring me back to reality and through every emotion I was feeling. No one ever said a relationship was going to be smooth sailing, there is always going to be bumps along the way, but that is what makes a person stronger. The past two weeks I was an emotional roller coaster and have had to learn to accept a lot of things in every relationship I have, but I am slowly learning what to do in order to make each relationship better and for the best. Along with everything that has happened I have learned to love God unconditionally and learned to fall in love with Him every day. He is incredible and has taught me so much in the past month and a half since I've invested a part of my day to Him. He deserves even more time then that time in the morning I give Him, I want to live my whole life for Him. He is an incredible God and I give Him thanks and praise for all the trials I have been through and for helping me make it through those times. Life is beginning to look up once again and smiles fill my face every day. Thank you for the troubles, because even though they are rough there is always sunshine on the other side.